Unspoken words and forgotten screams
Festering somewhere behind her cool grey eyes
Cries in the night in her sleep
In her dreams he comes to her
Sometimes in black and white
Sometimes in color
The scars on her arms she cannot hide
Painful reminders of her past
In her room in the dark
She whispers his name
Slowing rocking back and forth
Trying to ease the pain
As another day slowly passes
She tries to hide the anger
Mask the guilt and the shame
She is slowly slipping away .....

Forget the ham sandwiches, I want the banana cream pie!! Yay for whipped cream!!! Hello?? Is this thing on?? Oh, sorry didnt see you there. Ok so this is me on two hours of sleep. Tada! I wonder if Batman keeps banana's in the batcave. Mmmm... banana cream pie...tee heehee. If only I could elaborate. Maybe someday. I so dont wanna have to go back to work. Not that I worked long or hard this morning but I have the counter again tonight. I was mad at first but she has me on the floor tomorrow and on Wednesday I have the place myself. I have to work Friday night now too. Not happy. Boo. I cant tell her no cause she was saying they got hella busy last Friday. I need the moneys too. Oh well, whats a girl to do?? I'll figure out something. So anyways... Hmmm???? Nothing to write about. I think I'll lay down a little while before work. Have to prepare myself for dealing with all the old people. Fun fun.