Her I am again, left alone with own thoughts
My own demons
Ashamed I am for you, for them
But mostly me
I am constantly thinking about what it was
Obsessing about what it could have been
I wonder why?
Bloody yet from the hours before
When the blade ripped apart my flesh
And now with the incects around me
And the dawns dew around
My struggle with life begains to end
I curse myself for my stupidity
And selfish rage
This time it wont just go away
I slowly begain to let go
You wouldnt understand
It just feels like the right time
Its sad that you are not here
To bid me goodbye
As I set sail in the sky ......