Hold me so close
And never let go
Feel my heart beating
Chest to chest
Whisper all the things to me
That make me smile
Caress my flesh
Taste my lips
Run your fingers through my hair
And down the nape of my neck
Make me forget my pain
My worries and my fears
When I leave in your dreams
In the night see my face
And through the day think of me
And when your done
Set me free ......

I'm not looking forward to work. Not gonna be fun at all. My thigh has been killing me all day. Haha everytime I look at it I think to myself, "Its just a flesh wound." I dont remember what movie I picked that up from but I like it. Really its not. Its icky looking. I wish it would just go away. What a fucked up day its been. And yes..... its been about two months since the last time I did cola. I dont generally think about it until someone brings it up. But hey its been two months, Yay for that. i was talking about it the other day at work to and wanted it then also. I want it as much as I dont. I really dont like feeling like this. But whatever, I have my kids and I want them more then any other drug in the world. Oh and the parachute thing.... I swore that the next time I fell in love I would pack a parachute and that way when I hit the ground I could try to spare my heart breaking.