Dear Best Friend
I'm falling apart
I need you to help me
Where do I start

Dear Best Friend
Where did you go
I called you three times
Is there something that I should know

Dear Best Friend
I cant do this alone
Please come back to me
Your all I've ever known

Dear Friend
I cant do it anymore
The pain is getting to me
Bringing me to the floor

To whom it may concern
This is the last letter I will send
The Angels here to take me
Its finally coming to an end .....

I cant take living in my head anymore. Its driving me fucking nuts. I cant think straight thoughts. Not fun at all. I feel llike a horrible girlfriend and I havent even done anything wrong. Besides being upset over everything and keeping it to myself. It's seems that when I talk the words come out all wrong and it causes more problems then not saying anything. Idk. Maybe I'm hoping for something thats not there or that I dont deserve anyways. But whatever.