Here I am once again
Alone in a dimly lit room
Staring into the barrel
In a daze of chaotic confusion
Here I am once again
Alone with my thoughts
Wishing it all over
All the people keep pushing
And I stumble closer to the edge
I fall again
All the words stabing me in the back
All the pain seeping out
I run to the edge and watch the rocks crumble and fall below me
My mind is spinning
Everything turns to black and white
Slowly fading to grey then back to reality
So I find myself here, once agian
Staring down the barrel
Wanting it all to end .....