Torn between love and anger
She runs and hides
Scared and alone
She used to feel safe at home
(If any place)
They wonder why
She doesnt return
To her past
To her fate
Its all she has
(Isnt that right)
She becomes someone else
Forgetting herself
All alone again
She is lost
In a world of unknown .....

Hi hi again. Not so scatter minded today. Well whats left of the day at least. Yay got a job. Was begaining to think that no one wanted to hire me. Its funny, I've worked all my life and never had a job interview. Talk about being nervous. 24 years old and I had my first interview today. It went well... well enough that I got the job atleast. Every other job I've had has been basically handed to me. Lucky me huh? Anyways, I wish Josh would hurry up and get home. I didnt get to see him all day and now the days almost over. Yay I finally won a game of Skip-bo against him. One out of six. Pat myself on the back for that one. Its so quiet around her with out my little one. Only been one day and I already miss her. I cant wait til school starts. I've got my oldest reading to me again. They say during summer kids lose up to four months of learning. I hope thats not the case. She's very bright and I want to keep her that way. I hope first grade goes better for her then kindergarten. She got so bored with her homework. They'd send home the same kind of thing every day for her to do, it was boring for her. I easily understood why she didnt like doing it. You can only write to one hundred so many times. She was already doing that in preschool. Not bragging....only a lil, I mean really, what kinda parent are you if you dont brag about your kids. I think he's home... gotta go suck up the love while I can, see ya!