Where were you when I wanted to scream
Where were you when I started to cry
How can I forget the pain
How can I cover the scars
Where were you when I broke my promise
Where were you when the blood fell red
I wanted you
Thought I needed you
When I close my eyes I see your face
I hear your voice
And still taste you on my lips
It still hurts
And I still cry
And scream-
And bleed-
You left me
I thought I loved you .....

Hey all. I'm so bored, sitting hear all alone, no kids, no Josh. I miss him. Today went ok for the most part, had a rocky morning. Yay I got flowers yesterday. Pink, my favorite colour. I love them, I love the thought. I dont remember the last time I recieved flowers, at least from a guy. My oldest gave me three bunches of them on mothers day. She's so sweet. She's at gramma's house for the night. So its just me and good ole Abby. At least i'm not completely alone. I cant wait for Josh to come home tomorrow. He's gonna have to pry me off of him, tee hee hee. Stopped and seen a couple friends tonight other then that my night was uneventful. I think I'm going to watch some scarey movies now... all alone in this big house. Yeah I can see myself not sleeping tonight. Oh well, like I said atleast I have Abby, she'll protect me.